routine.

Black. Gray. Black. Black. Never happy. black with black. Black flat shoes, no boots. Black boots. Brush teeth. Sent. wallet. keys. phone. call ex-girlfriend. Tell her you miss her. Tell yourself you’re just bored. lonely. Okay just call. No text- just fucking text. Call best friend. See you at 9. Whiskey yes. No? tequila yes. Bar? Yes. Done and done. Present. Hi, hi, goodbye. Hi. Hi. Ignore. Pause. Play. Rewind. [Wish could rewind]. [Wish could fast forward.] Stoned. Taco. Beer. Taco. Taco. Nacho. Whiskey found my money in pocket. Eye contact, good. Eye contact, bad. Eye contact, man. [typical] walk. Music. Bed.